100% OF THE PROCEEDS RECEIVED FROM THE SALE OF THIS PROJECT WILL BE DONATED TO GILDA'S CLUB NYC - AN ORGANIZATION DEDICATED TO THE SUPPORT, EDUCATION, AND EMPOWERMENT OF CANCER PATIENTS AND THEIR FAMILIES...
When this recording was made, I was in the 8th week of my 12 week chemotherapy treatment. My dear friend Tim Schoenhals warmly welcomed me into his studio and recorded what I thought would be a sketch for my next record.
Music was a huge part of my processing and understanding what my family and I were going through during this time, and I began listening and writing feverishly. I wanted to get these songs down in the moment, as it was happening.
We set up the studio, various "stations" (a piano / vocal station, a guitar / vocal station), and I hop scotched around the room - I played down the "record" from top to bottom. There are no edits, fixes, sweetening - this is as raw as the moment in time it represents, bum vocal notes and all - and this is even the rough mix Tim sent me the following week. A snapshot in time.
For a while this was going to be the record, I almost put it out as is - but 9 months later we re-recorded many of these songs in a church over the 1 year anniversary of my diagnosis and treatment - and that became the DANDELION record. I'm so proud of the album that this became, I've never done another record like it and it's unlikely I ever will. The songs got bigger, but they were of a recent past rather than the present. These recordings are present tense, top to bottom.
I was so thankful for this session, for this moment of expression. But I was even more thankful for the love of my family and friends, both then and in the years that followed. You showed me how to love deeper, appreciate more intensely - and the power of genuine kindness.
My reflections on this time come in waves, I never intended to put these recordings out but this morning I was out on a hike, listening to JOSH CLAYTON-FELT's Spirit Touches Ground. Something stirred in me, and I felt a want to share - have these songs reach out beyond me.
Dandelions remind me of childhood, of a certain way of seeing the world - of blowing seeds into the air as a kid, and watching them float on; a beautiful and weightless wonder. Yet, it's a weed an unwelcome growth in an otherwise tended garden. A cancer. And as much of a hardship this illness was on me and my family, we truly saw the most beautiful side of people through it all, doctors, nurses, friends, family everyone lovingly ushering us through. In the process, a glorious idealism was reawakened. Dandelion is a testament to that spirit how in the depths of one truth, we can discover and embrace another.
At our best moments we are but reflected light - thank you for making my heart shine. Thank you for all your love and joy. Hug your dear ones, be present today. MUCH love to you all...
released March 22, 2015
Recorded & Mixed by Tim Schoenhals on January 10, 2008
Art by John Seymore
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